yesturday on my way back on the 985 bus i've kinda thought about my childhood years all the way till now and i've come to conclusion i think i'll miss these days of my younger years the most.

it's crazy really, cause during my childhood period i think i treasured my family the most and never really cared about my friends. i remember all the times i quarelled with my brother about the smallest things which some how became like a thunderstorm where we shouted at the top of our lungs and i cried at every little thing. yes, i was a cry baby during those days. and yet, we somehow made up those times and he occasionally brings me out for a movie or so when i was very young., but now i don't think me and my brother have quarelled ever since he started working his crazy shifts.

i still remember when i was young and i used to have nightmares most of the time, (i can't remember them though the next morning) and one day i actually cried cause of my nightmare and when i woke up my brother was next to me. although i didn't have the recollection that i was crying, it was actually nice to see my brother comforting me.

i hated my school life the days when i was younger and counted almost everytime i faked sick so that i wouldn't need to go to school. i hated school much and i guess cause at that point of time i couldn't find the right friends.

and when i entered my teenage life, boom, things naturally changed. i think i enjoyed the recent two years of my life with my friends the most. thier cold lame jokes, the heart to heart talks, the pig-out sessions at various places and coffee hopping between starbucks and coffeebean. (i think cause of this i offically got addicted to both starbucks and coffeebean)

and cause of this i actually look foward to school each day just so that they can make me laugh and that we can laugh together. sure, school's a bore and really who wants to do projects and homeworks half of the time, but somehow with these friends life isn't really that bad. perhaps i'm more blessed then others and i really do appreciate it.

i wonder what happens when i finish my school life and go out in the working world. i would really miss those days with my friends and indeed i always hope to sustain friendships.

i guess it works both ways, after all i can't wait to graduate and move on with my life where i have plenty more freedom with nothing stopping me, except when i probably have to work for the money. but i truly savour these moments i have with my friends and personally i would like to thank all of them for giving me this much fun and interersting days of my teenage life. i don't think i can enjoy these experince again but who knows? afterall, life is unpredictable. you never know what's going to happen next, but that's the thought that keep us going.